Outsider

Chatted with one of my best girl friend from Purdue who went back to her country last night. It is always tough when people ask, "How are you?" You don't want people to worry, because really, there's not much people can do for you. You also don't want to ruin the joy when you don't get to talk much. However, we found both of us going through a depressing period of time. This has been too long... At least, we are not alone, and can walk each other.

Hate to bring these bad temper to my family and friends who care about me, but have not been doing a good job. I miss home, but think my view has change, and it could take a while for me to adjust to my own culture. However, I get the outsider feeling strongly here as well. It feels awful when you know all these negative attitude comes out of yourself, and you need to work on fighting with these devil mind, or nothing would change.

Cheer up, and live life!!